jeudi 25 octobre 2012

I have a secret! Do you have a secret?



I have a secret. A secret I never told anyone before in my life. Do you have a secret? Have you ever kept a secret from someone important in your life? Do you have a deep dark secret you never shared with anyone...even a loved one? Have you ever asked yourself why you do not share this secret? Why do you keep it to yourself? Are you ashamed or are you just not at ease with sharing private parts of your life? Do you realize this deep dark secret might be eating you inside? Might even be bad for your mental state of mind or even be ruining your life.

Have you ever had a bad experience with sharing a secret? Did you tell someone who used it against you and decided to never tell another soul again? Its not very easy to carry around a secret everyday and think about what could have been of maybe what should have been. Maybe you took a wrong turn and you regret it, or maybe someone forced you into something you didn't want and ended up keeping to yourself because you were ashamed?

If you feel like me and want it out you know there are solutions right? I've been to a few places on the internet where you can anonymously share your pain , or secret or what ever you feel like sharing. Let me tell you it does help. Of course you have to be ready to be judged by some and don't do it looking for answers but just to get it out there feels so much better. A huge weight lifted of you shoulders just by letting it out in the open. No one will know it is you but you will know it is you.
My big dark secret used to be that I was webcamming. When I started, I didn't want anybody to know. I had all the restrictions on and wondered why no one would cum, oups, come ;) When I finally decided to accept the fact that I was a real webcam girl and that I loved it, I had no choice than to share this secret I was keeping all to myself. I rather my friends found out from me than anybody else. I could imagine the scenario of a friend just dropping in on livefreefun, slutroulette, adultcamfriend or freecamsexposed to have a hot sex chat with a cam girl and finding my profile or even worse finding me on live cam! After sharing this secret with those closest to me, I felt relieved and of course liberated. Now I carry another deep dark secret and I'm not really planning on sharing it just yet. I've still got lots of inner work to do before! Are you ready to express yourself? You want to share your deep dark secret with me? I'm all ears and a pretty good listener. Your secret is safe with me :)

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